It has been two months since the day I lost my faith and my belief in the promise of eternal love. I hated so much things about me including the way i have loved one person in my life and how he got me blinded to see the reality… the reality that one day he could love another woman aside from me. So much words had been said… yet there are still more left unsaid. Last night, he whispered to me ” Accept it”.. that was one of the hardest thing he asked me to do, how can I accept the reality when everytime I look into his eyes, I see her. How can I easily accept it when you did not promise to end it. How can I accept the reality that she loves you and that you love her too, when you know that there was I..your wife who is hurting.
Someday, I will forget these… the pain, the hurting words from you. And someday I will be stronger enough to accept you and her. It will be hard by now I know but these wont take too long.
Inspite all of these, I am still happy that I love you still….
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