The Dance of Life...

There are two hearts that met in a dance,,that moment was magical...there was a sweet song playing..There was harmony and soon love was in the air...They fell in love and they started building castles in their dreams and promised forever with all certainty..But somehow in the midst of the fun,they got lost in the dance...Something went wrong but they can never do anything..They were just drifting away,their fortress falling apart...There were so many questions but no one had an answer..Then the music stopped and there was silence...

When we truly love someone we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intention...but sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason..That person must have loved us but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt..Now we are faced with seemingly impossible task of FORGETTINGWe have burdened ourselves long enough but we still can't get out of this emotional trap..Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love,the more painful letting go will become..Sometimes we never have to take that person out of our hearts at all..For he will always be there no matter how hard we try to drive him away...It isn't his presence that makes forgetting difficult .it is our stubbornness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible..We keep a cold face but deep in our hearts there's still that lingering hope for reconciliation..

Somehow we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire in our hearts..thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seed of loneliness and despair..THE ONLY WAY TO FORGET IS TO ACCEPT AND THE ONLY WAY TO MOVE ON IS TO LOOK FORWARD and let the footprints of the past be blown by the winds of time...Only then our hearts will find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again....

Still In The SHADOW

It has been two months since the day I lost my faith and my belief in the promise of eternal love. I hated so much things about me including the way i have loved one person in my life and how he got me blinded to see the reality… the reality that one day he could love another woman aside from me. So much words had been said… yet there are still more left unsaid. Last night, he whispered to me ” Accept it”.. that was one of the hardest thing he asked me to do, how can I accept the reality when everytime I look into his eyes, I see her. How can I easily accept it when you did not promise to end it. How can I accept the reality that she loves you and that you love her too, when you know that there was I..your wife who is hurting.

Someday, I will forget these… the pain, the hurting words from you. And someday I will be stronger enough to accept you and her. It will be hard by now I know but these wont take too long.

Inspite all of these, I am still happy that I love you still….