As I watch you exploring your busy world, I could not help but to stare at your face...then flashback exist....

I see myself hurting so much, while you enjoy the moment with your girl... I see many lies and betrayals... I see the rain pouring so hard on me.. I feel cold but you are not here to comfort me... I see the truth--- I see you looking straight into my eyes while saying " Yes, I love her..and that's the reality you have to accept"... I thought the truth will set me free... but why do I feel I'm still trapped?..

...there was silence...

... the flashback did not only make me cry... I bleed instead.

I know, until now you are still keeping her deep in your heart... why can't you see me hurting?.... why cant you look at me the way I look at you?...

why cant you love me the way I love you?

YOU ARE MY HUSBAND- YOU ARE MY LIFE, EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO, AFFECTS MY WHOLE BEING...

... WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT YOU ALREADY GIVE YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE... AND YOU ADMIT IT TO ME WHILE LOOKING STRAIGHT IN TO MY EYES...

... IT DID NOT ONLY HURT ME.... IT KILLED ME